But actually, yes it is as we know it.
Hadn’t been to the gym in a week or two (ok it was two) due to a whole range of excuses, the main one being the school summer holidays started on 30th June. 8 weeks and 6 days (not that I’m counting) of full-time kids – yikes!
I’m not supermum, I hung up my cloak a long time ago. I’m 50 years old. I get tired easily and am having more frequent flare ups of pains in my hips, lower back and right hand from osteoarthritis. Now it might be affecting my ankles.
But sod it, it’s not going to be my every waking thought or the reason I put on weight. Let’s change the subject.
The gym. I mentioned when I joined that I chose to use the one closest to home which was the smallest and the less busy of the group within my council area. And not the one the beautiful people went to, so no designer gear, full face of make-up and perfect hair required. But as it doesn’t open until 9am, it wasn’t possible for me to use before my husband went to work. So the beautiful people gym it had to be. With me as the token dishevelled, bad hair and mismatched outfit wearing person to let the side down.
Alarm was set for 7am, I was out of the house for 7.15am and back home for 8.30am to grab the baton of childcare. David was out the door like Usain Bolt off the starting blocks because number one son was beginning to stir. No long leisurely shower then.
Was it as bad as I was led to believe? No! Or not this morning, anyway. It’s a much bigger facility, more equipment and a couple of machines I haven’t seen before which I like – especially the one that works on the tummy muscles while supporting back and legs. There were about a dozen people (and they looked very normal!) already working out when I arrived but nobody got in my way. I was able to meander my way around all the equipment I wanted to use. My ankles were very painful this morning so I avoided the treadmill and cross trainer and concentrated on the cycling machine for my cardio warm up.
I liked it. It’s further to travel but at that time of the morning during this particular fortnight (when half of Northern Ireland are on holiday) there’s only very light traffic.
I’m so glad I did it. It broke me out of a really bad fug. I’d kind of given up on the diet and exercise, I hadn’t been feeling that good recently. But a lovely relaxing night at a friend’s house for a vegetarian home-cooked meal and non-stop talking and lot of laughing, gave me a bit of a boost and I’m back into a better frame of mind where I want to own lovely dresses, etc.
There will be no weigh-ins and meals will be irregular for a while because of visits to the beach, cinema, days out and summer schemes but a more conscience effort will be made.
Enjoyed a lovely spinach, banana, pineapple and orange smoothie for breakfast, which was shared with the kids – number two has started to give fruit and vegetables a go – wow!